" After all this time. I can confirmly walked away :') "

Eventually , we are still waiting.

With the slightest hope in our heart. That this is not the end for us.

But , at the same time.

We also want to end this as quickly as possible. 

Because, we can't bear waiting for something that is not promised to us. We can't bear waiting that someday they will come back to us.

So, eventually we just want them to be with the person that they choose , took their hand and marry that person.

We know that it will hurt as hell. We know that it would leave the deepest scar in our chest. But , perhaps , it will be the last bullet that were shooted by them.

We'll die. But we'll live.

We'll cry. But we'll heal.

" After all this time. I can confirmly walked away :') "

HAI

Wehhh actually aku baru ingat aku ada blog. ok park dulu nnt aku update keh haha

are u sad?

"kenapa bersedih?"
"keluarga aku susah. aku bukan stok budak pandai. tak macam kawan-kawan aku. buku-buku selalu mahal. aku tak mampu. nak minta mak abah duit, serba salah. aku sedar mereka bukan org senang."
"kau tak cuba buat kerja part time?"
"dulu aku buat. tapi....bisnes aku tak menjadi. aku jadi putus asa. aku tak tahu pada siapa aku nak luahkan. aku buntu. sampai satu tahap, aku doa, tuhan ambil nyawa aku. aku rasa diri aku ni useless pada semua org. loser. big loser. tak dak siapa nak dekat pda aku."

heyy...do not feel helpless. as true believers we should never let feelings of helplessness succumb us.

“Say: ‘Nothing shall ever happen to us except what Allah has ordained for us. He is our Maula (Lord, Helper and Protector).’ And in Allah let the believers put their trust” Quran (Surah Tawbah: 51).

And (commanding you): “Seek the forgiveness of your Lord, and turn to Him in repentance, that He may grant you good enjoyment, for a term appointed, and bestow His abounding Grace to every owner of grace (i.e. the one who helps and serves needy and deserving, physically and with his wealth, and even with good words). But if you turn away, then I fear for you the torment of a Great Day (i.e. the Day of Resurrection). (Quran, Surah Al-Hud: 3).


If Allah helps you, none can overcome you; and if He forsakes you, who is there after Him that can help you? And in Allah (Alone) let believers put their trust. (Quran, Surah Al-Imran: 160)

keep that faith and not let Satan instill thoughts that could weaken your faith. trust me, Allah takkan uji someone dgn beban yang hambaNya tak mampu nak pikul. Allah tahu apa yg terbaik utk kita. ada sesuatu yg baik menanti kita. ask for Allah's mercy and grace by making all the du'a ang yg the most important thing is stay patient until Allah guides you out from the tough situation you are in.

 sumber: google malaysia

 even kucing pon tahu berdoa

actually entry ni for me. sebagai penguat hati.

the best story of proposing

A sister writes:

" When my father proposed to my mother, he dedicated Surah Al-Imran, which he memorized of heart, as her “Mahr” (dowry)

When my husband proposed to me, my father told him that he would have to memorize a surah of the Quran as my mahr. The wedding will not go on unless I’ve received my mahr.

I was asked to pick one of the surahs… I chose Surah Al-Noor… For all the laws that Surah contained within it and for the fact that it seemed hard to memorize on my behalf.

And before our wedding day; aside of being busy preparing for our “Newly wedded Nest”… The Quran wouldn't leave my husband’s hand an entire month as he was memorizing the surah…

A few day before our wedding day, my husband came to recite to my father the surah which he had completed.

My father told him every time u make a mistake, u would have to start from the beginning all over again :))

My husband began reciting surah Al-Noor with his calm/gentle voice in such a “beautiful” scene which I will never forget. My mother and I would look at one another and would smile awaiting my husband to make a mistake so he would have to start all over again and by that increase my “Reward”…

But my husband - May Allah bless him - had memorized the surah off heart and didn't even forget one single verse of it.

Once he finished my father hugged him and said to him: “Today I shall marry my daughter to u for u have fulfilled her mahr.. and your pledge to me..”

He didn't pay me a financial mahr… And we didn't buy gold worth tens of thousands…

He sufficed me with Allah’s words as an oath/contract between us…

And the Question is…. I wonder what Surah my daughter will chose as her mahr in the future?"
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p/s: copy from fb OnIslam English

What an amazing story!! Ma shaa ALLAH. so heart touching this should be done by every couple. am i right?? this story is very encouraging especially for those who are going to get married. I love every part of surah An-Nur too,very beautiful story,by your story,I can say you all in Allah guidance,I saw Allah Loves on all of you, choosen peoples always been bless by Allah s.w.t. everyone who seek on Allah ways will always found great life.  lucky girl to have such wonderful father and husband. May Allah swt able us to memorize and follow it as guidance to entire life.
Aameen Ya Rabbal Aalameen !

why me?

why would i?
why it must be me?
life is so hard. can't i just go?!!

make it happen!!

When I think about where I want to be in five years, I get excited. I know that by achieving my goal - earn a promotion at work -I will be able to earn more money for my family. I want, myself to be able to speak english fluently with the accent and confident like my friends. like raz, puteri, and mina .
But, I realize I've got some work ahead of me. If I'm going to get to where I want to be, I need to make my goal a priority. I know it won't always be easy. I know there will be times when I feel like calling it quits.
So, today, I'm ready to make the changes necessary to achieve my goal. I'm taking the first steps today by putting my personal goal in writing. I'm would making it real by creating an action plan for success.
keep in mind yang takda benda yang senang in this world. All things need a to be sacrifice!!

"Jangan memandang ke bawah (untuk mengetahui kekuatan tanah yang dipijak) sebelum memulakan langkah. Hanya mereka yang menetapkan pandangan mereka ke arah horizon yang jauh dihadapan sahaja yang akan menemui jalan sebenar."

“If you are going to fear anything fear success. Think about what you are doing and when you succeed what life you will have” via Brandon Chalmers



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hello back

Assalamualaikum.

hey guys!! It's been awhile since I last updated my blog..if I were to say that I was busy, yeahhh busy with assignments, midterms, quizzes, program n etc. Well, maybe I didn't have any chance to update. So how are you? I hope you guys are as well as I am right now, Alhamdulillah.

actually i don't know and have no ideas about what to write hahaha but yeah just I miss blogging. i miss to write something in my blog although there are no followers. hahaha apa aku kesah. i want to make my blog as my diaries. maybe because i'm not the one who wanna share my problem, my feeling, what inside my heart with someone around me. even though we are bff. okay stop. hahaha


Okay..what else... Well, anyway, my classes get cancelled tomorrow and yeah I can say that we're having too much leisure time haha. But right now, the assignments are killing me!! u know, my assignment bertingkek-tingkek..

anyway, pagi tadi iolls kena present islamic perspective dalam kelas decision sciences. idk what should i,ve to say in front of my friends, ssooo, i just came up with topic solat sunat dhuha. whyyy? only this topic that i think very nice. i mean, kena sangat lah time tu kan kelas pagi around 8.30 am till 10 am. so why not kan i story a lil bit about solat dhuha ni. so here we go...

i just want to share what my mommy shared to me long long time ago.hehe..about the amalan-amalan sunat yg digalakkan untuk practice in our daily life kan like solat sunat dhuha ni, solat sunat before subuh ( sunnat qabliyyah), solat hajat. etc. this conversation happened when my parent and i in a car. in that day, kiteorg on the way nak pergi ziarah relatives. my mommy said, mira, do lah solat dhuha. believe me when u make it as a your routine, surely  rizk will come to you and never end. at that time, i just looked at her like i'm not interested buttttt inside i was really listened carefully each word that my mommy told me. i was so curious to know betulke mak aku ckp ni. hahaha bebudak kecik-kecik dulu ape kesah semua ni kan. yelahhh i've already heard about solat sunat dhuha since i was in secondary school . kat sekolah dulu dulu ustazah siap ajk ramai- ramai buat sesama. tapi yelah kn dulu keinsafan takdak lagi. benefits dia aku tak amik port sangat. the only things that i know aboout solat dhuha ni just a door of rizk. ONLY THAT. ohh pity me.


It's only 2 rakaat but it works like magic.believe me. After the 2 rakaat of solat sunat, there's a zikir that you have to recite for 10 times. After the zikir,you recite the du'a. I absolutely LOVE the doa. hmmm i will continue lagi about solat dhuha because right now i've something to do.


I really thank my mommy that has shared this wonderful amalan sunat with me. I don't think I would have started to practice it without her sharing with me and I hope to who ever that reads this feels the same way about me.